Today was good-ish. I've come to the conclusion that i'm perfectly content to just hook my friends up and not hook up myself. i mean, i really don't need too, i would like too, but when do i have time? and whos around that i would actually want to hook up with you know? It's just simply not important.

I fell asleep at like four this afternoon and I couldnt get up, despite my mothers best efforts to rouse me for dinner. But eventually my phone started to ring really loudly in my ear and it was one of my friends. My mom had statrted to laugh and tell me that she and bob had already eaten dinner, and of course my friend hearing her started to laugh at me too. Wheneveri used to stay over his house i would fall dead asleep and the only thing that he could do to wake me up was give me food. So because i managed to sleep through dinner he called me lazy. Well it was actually more something like this "your not even getting up for dinner now? you've gotten so lazy with out me around." but then he got concerned and all that stuff because i have problems falling asleep on the medicine im taking and he was asking if i had taken it or if i was depressed and a million other things...but i was just tired. I told him about my awful work schedual and the crazy stuff thats been going on and he calmed down slightly. It's nice to know that i have a friend who cares.